It has been about two weeks since my first blog. So far I haven't really told anyone about my blog. It is probably not a good advertisement if you keep the product to yourself. Well not necessary a product in this case. I think the reason is I am afraid my friends and family start reading the blog and see the how bad my life is right now. I know in school I am always trying to be this positive, energetic, and happy person. I tend to present myself in this way. Base on the law of attraction, being positive attracts positive things. Right now I do think I sound like a crazy person because I am a speaker without an audience, by definition I think that is insane. I am just some crazy person talking to myself.
Why is that? am I trying to be hypocrite?? Should I let my friends and family see what is really going on in my life. Am I ready to let them know what a failure I have been for last 5 months, well, honestly 8 months. If I don't change the game, it will be another god knows how many months. What should I do? What if it attracts more negativity? Recently I am getting more responses about chiropractic students are planning to practice in Hong Kong after graduation. Do I want to tell them the truth? I really don't want them to end up in the same situation as I am. I have brought this to myself I can't bring anyone else down with me. But what should I tell them. Chiropractic sucks, get off it while you are still can! You think U.S. is bad, here in HK they will eat you alive! Run! But deep inside I still know and believe how great ChiropracTIC is and it is really the only profession I know and think will change the humanity. But in reality not at all! at least it is not what I see in Hong Kong. What should I do? So many questions and my thoughts are going back and forth. What is the next step?
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