It has been depressing day here at office. I am just sitting here check out youtube. Because I was so bored out off my mind. I was watching someone's vlog since she vlog everyday so it is interested to see other people's lives. Now you can tell how boring my life is that I have to see other people's lives. How sad. anyway, during her vlog she has mentioned that it is good to fail now when you are young, so you still have time to try it again, rather than when you are old and you can't afford to fail"
Be honest at this point I felt my first real life decision is a failure. It is my fault not to further invest the situation then jump into this decision. I have learned how this failure can totally change my own believe and identity. If I continue on this path how it can change me to a completely different person. A person without dreams, goals and ambitious. The old "me", the "me" I try to change for 4 years. All the hard work will goes out the window and I am back at where I was.
I can't let it happen, the life is too short. What I want is to keep pursuing my dreams and I don't want to go back to the dark"me" ever again. I will take whatever that is necessary to get there. So let me fail now so I can try it again and next time I am twice stronger and 100% fearless.
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